First - YAY! I HAVE READERS! Thanks ya'll!
So I totally changed my mind. Long as I'm careful, nobody I know will find this. (hope i'm right)
Here's some stats/goals to let you all know how far I've let things slip out of control.
HW: 245 freakin pounds.
LW: 140 (eh, OK)
UGW: 110 (i'm a dreamer LOL)
Gawd, i just looked it up and i'm technically obese. Phuket. Least I'm tall :P
So here's my goals:
GW 1: 195 (under 200!)
GW 2: 180 (my weight couple years ago)
GW 3: 170
GW 4: 155
GW 5: 140 (my lowest ever as an adult)
GW 6: 130!
GW 7: 120
GW 8: 110
Eight steps...think i can do it???
For those who are wondering...
I am pro-ana, but i have yet to really experience that. Mia however, i know and fear. (put it this way, I had a lotta sore throats as a kid) I consider myself not ana/mia due to my overweightedness. I'm planning a 1500 calorie diet at first, starting tomorrow. b/c my knowledge of nutrition tells me that it's ridiculous to try to maintain a rapid weight loss when we're talking about 100 pounds. simply put, i'll restrict as needed. Cause when i lose this weight, I wanna keep it off. Also I eat every meal with family. yikes.
I've got a wealth of nutrition and calorie information knocking around in my head. If anyone ever has questions of that sort just ask in comments.